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Monday, May 14, 2007, 12:39 PM EST [Just Me]
I can't wait to finish school! The beautiful weather is finaly here and it seems like such a waste to be sitting in a class room all day. Mother's day was relaxing. I was actually able to find time to make it to my mom's place and for a gift to her I took care of my 2 week old baby sister. It was so sweet. At one point she just kept crying and crying so I was walking around with her trying to calm her down. Finaly I got the idea to sing to her and after about 3 seconds of me singing she was fast asleep on my shoulder. She's absolutely adorable! I know she comes from a different father but I swear she has my nose haha. Life seems to be calming down and falling into place. I'm finaly making decisions for myself and not for all the people around me. I guess I'm taking this chance to be a little bit selfish and take care of myself. I think we all need to do that sometimes. This is why I can't wait until the summer when I can get out of this nazi school and live my life the way I want to and do the things that I think are important. It's really quite sad because you literally can't take a poo without the school having to know about it. Well ok maybe not completely literally but you know what I mean. I just hate having to conform, I try not to but whenever I try to stand my ground I just end up getting into trouble which means a lot of detention hours. I mean the school was going to keep me here this weekend and not let me go to my moms for mothers day because they said that I had to work off my detention. They have no respect or understanding for anyone else. Anyways I'd better get back to school work. Just a little over a month and I'm free. I'll have more time for my pagan studies then which will be so much better. I find when I'm dedicated and even if it's just taking the time to meditate everyday makes me feel so much more balanced than now where I don't have time for anything. Until next time. xo
Aura
Saturday, May 5, 2007, 08:40 PM EST [Fun Stuff]
Your Aura is Violet |
 Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach |
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Saturday, May 5, 2007, 08:11 PM EST [Just Me]
Well this is me! My name is Amanda and I was given my magickal name Dragonfly by Lady Keir who has been teaching me the Wisterian way for a little over a year. Recently I haven't been able to really participate or practice much only because the school that I go to has been taking a little too much out of me. I go to a boarding school that is pretty much the same as a prison and I have no other life what so ever. I'm hoping that once I graduate and move in to residence at the college I'm going to I'll be able to start all over and basically do what I love and have fun with life. Ummm what else lol. Basically that's it for now. I hope to get to know some of you. This seems like a great place to be.
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